“Victim” — more brutal than kinky

I watched a movie last night called “Victim” that had lots of rape, domination, transgendered themes, and just about as much kink as you can shove into 90 minutes without actually being a porno. I’m going to reveal just about every twist and turn about this so if you want to watch it don’t read [...]

Psychic Suicide

I posted a blog the other day about my guy friend who decided to be a girl (John/Eleanor or just “Slash” to his/her friends) and it’s getting me into territory I didn’t expect after posting it. I’m realizing my fascination with the topic isn’t even really a gender thing, but who and what are we, [...]

John/Eleanor or just “Slash” to his/her friends‏

When I first met him his name was John. At some point, he decided he would rather be Eleanor… in our little community he became known as John-slash-Eleanor, although many people just referred to him as “slash”. He was a resourceful guy who could take scrap lumber and build a house. He built an amazing [...]

The Night I Became a Girl

When I was 12 I decided to run away from home, and I had the perfect disguise — I’d go into hiding as a woman. I had realized that a young man looks a lot like a not-quite-as-young woman and if I did my hair and make-up right and wore the right clothes, I could [...]

The Night I became a Vagina

I had this vividly weird dream where my face in a woman’s crotch, only that I was facing OUT. Somehow my mouth had become a vagina… I could still see and hear, but my face was planted firmly between a woman’s thighs, it was if my nose was her clitoris and my mouth her love [...]

The problem with Transvestites

I love the idea of a sexy transvestite. There’s the fantasy of having someone completely surrender to being a sex slave, and the symbolism of a man giving up his role to become a sexy, feminine embodiment of sex is pretty powerful stuff. Except it’s fantasy — most trannies I’ve known are pretty fucked up, [...]

Why a straight guy fantasizes about being a wife

I’m as straight as an arrow, and if you know your physics, you know an arrow wobbles around a bit, even as it stays on course. But I have this recurring sexual fantasy where I wake up as a woman, not just a woman, but a married woman, and her, well, now my, husband is [...]